Saturday, September 18, 2021
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Tanya, I loved you, so much. You were my best friend for a few years. "LISA!! " You would yell to me the second you walked (barged) through my door, or the second I picked up your call, or even through text. Always made me smile. It was fun, and interesting every time you came to clean for me. You would do an amazing job. I could never find anything, afterwards, e cause you just put anything pretty much anywhere. But, it was out of sight, out of mind. And that was the important thing! I loved going on our late night walks. I never had to worry about being jumped or, anything, walking around this place, late at night, because no one came anywhere near you. If they did, you would have them scared off in a second. *(^o^)/* I loved how eccentric you were. Wore whatever you wanted. Did whatever you wanted. And said whatever popped in your head, because there was absolutely no filter between your brain and your mouth. I loved that. You said how you felt, and blurted out your opinions on anything and everything. I loved that about you, too. (❁´◡`❁) I remember, many times, our convos would get really deep, and sometimes mushy, when we talked about our friendship. You said, "My friendships with ****** and ******* (don't want to mention names) and materialistic. We would all steal clothes from each other. Or this or that. It always revolved around stuff. But ours (mine and Tanya's) was much more than that. Deeper than that. There is meaning to it. " after a short pause, she realized the convo as getting warm and fuzzy, and mushy, which just wasn't her thing, she quickly said, everytime " Don't tell anyone I said that! F*** you!" And right back to, almost violently, sweeping the floor. I laughed, every time. We started telling each other, "Love you Miss you!" Or I would randomly text her, and tell her to shut off her tub. I would get a text back, saying "WITCH!!" Because she actually did have to shut off her tub, because she was constantly over flowing it. Every day, good thing she lived on the bottom floor of her apartment lol. No matter what anyone else thought of me, she always stood up for me. She even flipped out on one of her materialistic friends, when that person said something bad about me, because she was jealous of mine and Tanya's friendship, and stopped talking to her all together for months. This happened a couple times. She just started talking to that person, again, a few months before tanya left us all. Tanya, you were amazing! I loved your energy, I loved how much you loved your friends, and would always do anything for them. I loved how much you loved my daughter, Alexia loved you right back, just as much. I am so glad to have had you in my life. You taught me a lot. I think of you often. I know you still come around. I've always loved your company. I miss you so much. It's been close to a year since I lost you. And I year plus a day, when we last spoke. I wish you didn't chose to go. Life would have been so much better, if you were still in it. Please, continue to rest, where ever you are, in whatever peace you feel you should have. See you on the flip side. Love you, Miss you. I will add your name to the rest of them, on my arm. Because, you all had a positive impact on my life. And I never want to forget you. I know I never will. No one, forgets Tanya. ಥ_ಥ (๑ت๑)ﾉ
